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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
It's not me, it's you
If anyone comes across this post, sorry...it's just a rant, a chance for me to get how I feel down in writing somewhere. I'm usually a very happy person and it takes a lot for me to get upset about things...usually. :)
Anyway...so it's your birthday (you know who you are). You know I didn't forget, I just chose not to say anything. Why? Because I'm not sure if you want to be my friend anymore. We used to be best friends. But I guess things change. I loved you, but you didn't love me...and the rest is history. Ever since, I've felt guilty that it was my fault and that I put you through so much things that you shouldn't have experienced. It was my fault that you now have this shame that you have to live with for the rest of your life. I always told you that I'm sorry.
Then...this past week, I finally got my wake-up call!
Screw this crap! Why am I the one that is sorry? You should be the one that is sorry, for putting me through hell and back. I can't believe that I ever thought that my love was shameful or a sin. It's a blessing and you should have been grateful to even have had a part of it. It's not something that I go around giving away left and right! You should feel honored that I shared that with you, and you should be now be tormented with the thought of what you passed up.
Don't get me wrong, I don't wish anything bad for you. But I bet that every relationship you've had since, cannot compare to what we had....both emotionally and physically. All I can do now is hope you can find someone to make you happy...because I know I will.
Anyway...so it's your birthday (you know who you are). You know I didn't forget, I just chose not to say anything. Why? Because I'm not sure if you want to be my friend anymore. We used to be best friends. But I guess things change. I loved you, but you didn't love me...and the rest is history. Ever since, I've felt guilty that it was my fault and that I put you through so much things that you shouldn't have experienced. It was my fault that you now have this shame that you have to live with for the rest of your life. I always told you that I'm sorry.
Then...this past week, I finally got my wake-up call!
Screw this crap! Why am I the one that is sorry? You should be the one that is sorry, for putting me through hell and back. I can't believe that I ever thought that my love was shameful or a sin. It's a blessing and you should have been grateful to even have had a part of it. It's not something that I go around giving away left and right! You should feel honored that I shared that with you, and you should be now be tormented with the thought of what you passed up.
Don't get me wrong, I don't wish anything bad for you. But I bet that every relationship you've had since, cannot compare to what we had....both emotionally and physically. All I can do now is hope you can find someone to make you happy...because I know I will.
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