Solo attack...GO!

So, it's been about a month since the break-up. I've just been keeping busy to keep my mind off things. One part is sad, but the other part knows that this is for the best and that it was the right thing to do.

Here's my plan: I know I need to be single for a while before even attempting another relationship. So I'm gonna give myself to the end of the year to just relax and re-evaluate my life. (mainly career & location) At that time, I will open myself up to whatever comes my way. Ideally, I'll give Hawaii a few months, but if nothing pans out here, love or career, then I will definitely re-open my New York connections.

It's going to be an interesting few months until the end of the year though. I think there are a handful of possible love connections that could be made. Some I would encourage more than others...but the point would be that they would have to make the "big gesture" in order to win me. :) I think I have a lot to offer. I have a pretty stable career, I'm compassionate, considerate and have a good heart. Not to mention, I've been told by many that I'm pretty darn good at....*ahem* anyway. So yeah. I'm growing in the sense that I know what I want, and I know how I want to be treated and I don't think I'll settle for anything less than what my expectations are.

Well, until all this happens...this will be me with my "fake-bake"...waiting...

Labores Lunar

Ahh...the lunar eclipse is so beautiful. I just wish I had someone to hold while watching it.
*I didn't take that picture. Hawaii's lunar eclipse isn't as close and I don't have that great of a camera.

Puzzle

This is a very perplexing time in my life. It feels like my life is a blank puzzle, and just when you think you got it done, you find the last piece doesn't fit and you gotta start over from scratch. Hopefully someone will come along soon and all the pieces will just 'fit'.

Here is a cool song I found on youtube from a guy named Josh Verdes. The video isn't anything, but the song is good. You gotta click on the "play button" in the little square below in order to start the music. :) Enjoy!

Alone

Wow. It's very interesting going from a house full of people to totally empty all at once. The same day my parents take a trip in 8 years, the ex moves out. It's quite disturbing really. I've grown up with two grandparents, two parents & three brothers all under one roof, and now I'm all alone. One would think "HOUSE PARTY!" but actually I need to clean! Haha. We just had tons of relatives in for my grandmother's funeral and they left our house in a mess and a half! So as a "gift" to my parents, I'll clean the house so they don't have to worry when they come home. Heh he...aren't I such a good son? :)

Well off I go to clean! Laundry first...I need clean underwear! Haha!

Here we go!

So I'm off! I have chosen my path. Now comes the even harder part, going forward without looking back and wondering where the other path leads. I am determined...this is me:

Grrr! haha! Well I hope things work out and everything turns out for the best. o.O Wish me luck!

One side note: THERE IS A FRICK LOAD OF PORN OUT THERE! While looking for the above image...I was like WOAH! Try just typing "anime" in google image search. GEEZ LOUISE!

Crossroads

Here is a snapshot on my life right now. Remember that scene from Lilo & Stitch where Stitch goes into the clearing and says, "I'm Lost!" expecting his family to find him? I sorta feel like that right now. I just want to run through the streets and yell "I'm Lost!" hoping that someone will come and tell me what to do!

Lost...that's how I feel.